ya know, a lot of the time I write for those who read my blog, but today I could care less if anyone read this post.
I am getting antsy for the semester to be over. I want summer to come, school to be out, and well I want to move home. Right before Christmas break last semester I got this same anxious feeling- only it has kicked in a lot sooner this time.
This week, and the next three to come, I plan on stowing away at the library. It is time for this girl to buckle down and get some work done. In high school I worked hard- One could classify me as a "teachers-pet" or even a "goody two-shoes" and to be honest I was okay with that. College has been a whole different story. I feel like all I do is mess around- probably because that is all I do. . . I am getting by with dissent grades, but doing the bare minimum will only hold out so long.
Today I did a lot of people watching. I skipped my Crossfit class to study for a math test I had and found myself basking in the sun while I went of logarithmic and exponential equations. I probably sat outside for a good two hours leaving with a slight sunburn and a wasp bite on my leg (yes, it was a wasp bite not a sting). There are so many people here at USU. Sometimes I forget that small fact. Everyday I see people I have never seen before- bewilderment! SO MANY PEOPLE, I love and hate this fact. Last weekend I went home- everyone knows me there. I like that people know me. They know who I am, where I come from, what I am like, my character, my standards- EVERYTHING- (this could also be a good and bad thing.) Sometimes I wish I had that here.
I need to go to bed so that I can be alert physically, mentally and spiritually.
Life is full of checks and balances that keep us on our toes. I like it.
I just caught one of my deep thoughts:
"The Lord will take care of the details"- Elder John Groberge, fireside April 10, 2011